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She has a space in my heart, I hope she knows it

               She used to hug me everyday before leaving for home after college. The hug used to last for quite long, tapping each other at the back, whispering things on each others ear. The next day we used to have a broad smile on our faces and greet each other. At such a small amount of time that we’ve spent together,we did get to learn a lot from each other and be a part of each other’s life.

               I still remember our discussions, meetings, investigations and everything that we went through together during lunch hours and free periods trying hard enough to make it a success. Oh, and not to forget about class announcements along with Namuna. Weeks before Fresher’s and Farewell, few days before any event, committees meeting. Later at night freaking out together, having group discussions, checking each other’s mail and freaking out in the morning again. Yes, this is something which I will cherish.

              I might have gone against you while taking decision at work, like any small or big work, I did shout at you a couple of time for coming late at the meetings or either got mad for not picking up my phones. I know I made you scared of me cause I am hot-tempered. I still remember your forgiveness and excuses you used to make before you allowed me to utter a word or make a disgusted face. I also know you could never show me your anger to me because I was delicate. I feel bad for how I behaved out of stress and situations. And I also know you have already forgiven me while reading this but your hugs at the end of the day was really warm and you made me feel comfortable. You understood me at times where I myself was confused and suggested me to take a wise and bold decision. Always being a supportive team member as a Batch Representative I am very lucky to work with you in the upcoming days and will treasure all our memories by the course of time.

             Apart from official college life loaded with stress, assignments, meetings, investigations and missions we did get to know each other’s personal life. So far as I know, you are a clean-hearted person who is really ambitious. Even though you have both sad and good life stories I know you’d always search for the best in it. No matter how much your situation got worse, I know I wasn’t there, but I know you made it. I know you stood strong and smiled to the world not letting them know your fear. I also know your secrets mean thousands more to you before revealing it, but I also know those secrets entangled you and your thoughts which your facial expression revealed. Even when your nights were rough and had a gloomy day, your hugs were the same, warm and comfortable. I used to seek for you in the corridors to have someone smile at me in the crowd.


            Your smile used to make me smile back at you because I was too tired to move around with a longing face. I still wish that you sat in front of me and turned around to tease me during important lectures. I still wish we gossiped and chattered in low voice but end up laughing on top of our voices. But, it’s fine. I never got the chance to tell this to you. Even if our hearts are not connected with strings or even if we don’t talk anymore, I know your presence, your personality, your support and care, and your hugs meant and still mean a lot to me. Not knowing where the time will make us travel, I will forever cherish our moments and your presence throughout my journey.

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