My world, small and happy.

At the end of the day, after your busy schedule, you probably return home exhausted. Maybe it is because you are so much occupied with the assignments and project works that you hardly any have time to think about things you love. Or, it may also be because of something that you missing in your life, which are yet to discover. If I am wrong, then it must be the explosion of thoughts and feelings that left you numb. It’s just not tolerable to you. Yet, you’re still holding onto it as long as you can. Well, if it is killing you every day you must let it go. Life is already complicated; it is advisable that you don’t further complicate it by listening to your heart. You must be thinking that it is risky and question yourself with “what ifs”. After all, you have the right to govern your life the way you want to. Your life is stirred by your will.  It’s been quite a while since you started chasing the reality. You found out numerous missing ingredients along the way which finally...

                   After an exhausting week at college, I was making a to-do-list for the weekend. Room cleaning always comes first in my list because I always get a reminder from Papa to get it cleaned up so I always keep Saturday morning hours as a “DO NOT DISTURB , MY ROOM IS UNDER CLEAN-UP”. After sending good morning snaps and checking news feed, I was listening to upbeat music to get positive and happy energy and got ready with the cleaning essentials.                      While keeping the books in order from my messy study table into the book rack, I got my eye on a dusty box which was lying in a corner of that rack. With curiosity, I opened the box. There were few badges which I collected since middle school; badges for being both selected and elected as the monitor of my class. I gently wiped away the dust fr...

“No, no, no, this is not happening.” “Please, no.” It’s back, her anxiety. Her body started shivering, but her hand felt numb. With her hands on her head, she lowered down her ponytail. She was there, in that corner of her room, where she used to sit every time when her emotions rushed back and forth like a pendulum. She chose to be in that corner of her room because, it felt cold, dry and empty. That is what is needed. Her face turned pale. Everything went off, the colors of her life and the lights in her room. She chose darkness. The colors? Yes, she defines her life in terms of colors. Her life turned grey; detached from everyone, tired from everything, living with misery and emptiness. No matter what, she tries to stay calm and is holding on tight. Again, she got a nervous breakdown. That feeling was uncontrollable. It was suffocating. Tears rolled down her face, she was so drenched in her own thoughts, and all she could do was isolate her till midnight.  All...